a few things.
1) i'm not utilizing this blog as i originally intended...kind of a diary-like message board for me to drop my feelings out when i couldn't keep them in any more.
2) i'm not getting my thoughts and feelings out any more.
3) i'm doing a huge disservice to myself for not doing these things.
my solution...i will try harder. i am a very busy mom, aren't we all, with 3 kids, going to school, studying every night, babysitting other kids 2 days a week in my home, taking care of the home and everything in and around it because my hubby has to work 60 hours a week to 'attempt' to make ends meet. but enough about me....